My Official Enlistment Party! :D

On Thursday April 22  after my day at Lishkat Gius Tel Hashomer, I had my OFFICIAL Enlistment Party!!! This time it went great! It was so much fun.
We had the party at Mike's Place. Mike's Place is a bar/grill type place. It's an over all great place to be.
Having the party at 830 was a much better time than 5. Also having it on thursday was so much better then a Friday.

 This is of my friend Rebecca and I. I love this picture. PC: Sam :)

My friends showed up and everyone got along great. The food was fantastic.
We stayed there until 12/1230am. Then we all split into groups and left. First we all made a pitstop at McDonalds since some of friends decided to show up when we were leaving. We stopped at McDonalds for an hour then went back to the dorms.
At the dorms we spent about 2 or 3 hours talking and smoking Nargila on Sam's balcony we went to bed at 3/30 am. It was a great success. Nargila is the hebrew word for Hookah.

Although I must say my favorite thing about the whole night was finally being able to have pictures of David and me. This one is my favorite. :)

Okay guys till next time.

Love and Hate

Love and hate. the world to break.
both is needed to fufill the fate.
Do not run. Do not haste.
Let it come. Let it take.
Fill the void and take a taste.

Block out one. Destroy the world.
There is no life without hate.
There is no death without love.
Accept them both and
realize the wait.
You are not alone.

On Mibba this poem got me my first comment ever on any of my work. It made me feel so great because someone said it was their favorite poem. That was a really great feeling.

Love

Very scary. It feels so good.
It makes you feel whole.
It makes you feel empty.
You feel alive at times and dead at times.
It's in your life at all times.
You can deny it. You can hide it. It'll make you run.
You can't escape it. It's always there.
It'll drop you. It'll catch you.
Happiest when approved.
Destroyed when rejected.
The best of the world.
The worst of the world.
The scariest yet the most needed and wanted.

I Walked, I Saw, I Left

I saw the world as a cold dark place.
So much hatred could be seen,
Everywhere I look. I could feel what people thought.
I could hear what they thought about their surroundings.
Body language could be read.
Body Language could be felt. It was such a sad thing to see.
Although, there was love.
Love could be seen, heard, and felt.
Such a strong power. To still be felt and seen when surrounded.
It could not be heard. People were too embarrassed. To be seen as a pussy.
Taught to not show love, the world has become a cold dark place.

I walked on this earth as though I could change it.
As though I could make a difference.
As though I could show people to love.
I hoped this world was not such a cruel place.
I hoped I could change it.
All of us consumed by greed and hate, I wanted to break free.
A hippie, no I did not want to be.
I just wanted to be happy.
I hope I can be.
Someday. One day. Happiness will happen.
The world will be a much happier place.
But then again, I think.
How can you appreciate love without experiencing hate?

I left this world with hope.
I left it with hope that somehow I made a change.
I somehow hope that I touched at least one person.
I left the fake world wondering if any of it became real.
Was I real?
Did I become real?
Or was I always real?
Did I just see the fakeness?
I walked in this world trying to show love and block out the hate.
Its so hard to block out hate when it surrounds you and tries to consume you.
I dont want to be consumed by hate.